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    Yeah, I guess that pic really does say it all :)

    Okay, so am like really, really bored that I had to put up two posts today, but whattheheck, my blog anyway.

    NigaHiga's "Freedumb" <3

    Lol, cute vid, I need a laugh nowadays ._.
    Can't wait for this Saturday <3

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    "Freedumb!" was Posted On: November 30, 2011 @Wednesday, November 30, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    A Wedding Fiesta

     On 27/11/11, my cousin Michelle got married and we attended her wedding in town. Suffice to say, we had a lot of fun and I got to meet all of my cousins had some family bonding time, thats what weddings do to you ;') Sad thing was, I took lots of pics of me and my cousins, but couldn't get a pic of my cousin that was suppose to be the star of the night -- Well... I did feel lazy and just wanted to chat with my cousins and aunt :D I should really cancel 'photographer' of my career choice. I got a few pictures though:

     Me and Alycia :)

    The wedding cake :)

     Aly and my other cousin Bryan :)

     The background on stage :)

     All of us cousins together except for Christine and Michelle cause they were kinda busy with the guests :(

    Moi, taken by Coco Barry :)

    Had another pic of me looking really drunk but I refuse to put that one up XP I would want to put up another pic of the whole family but its with my Co :(

    All in all, had a lot of fun with my family and the next day, of to Queens with Ipoh cousins and my other aunt and cousins. Went shopping till we dropped and I bought this book from Borders

    Total of 3 stories all combined in one volume which was kinda expensive but totally worth it :)

    Plus I reserved seats for Breaking Dawn :) and for the fact that I did it by myself for the first time (just let me have my moment here XP). Moment over, I'm back to normal again xD

    Such an interesting weekend but too bad it was already over. Plus I still can't get this dress I saw in Forever21 out of my head because it was sooo freaking cute and it made me look kinda like a princess. The dress itself was fairytale like :)

    It looked something like this but only the top had a black rose motif and the bottom part was covered with a dusty pink lace. Loved that dress but couldn't really buy it as it was like RM139 --
    This dress itself is in the Forever 21 website :D
    There are so many thing I wanted to buy but alas, no cash :(

    ;I only miss you when I'm breathing, I only need you when my heart is beating.

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    "A Wedding Fiesta" was Posted On: November 29, 2011 @Tuesday, November 29, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Cliche Reason


    I despise that word. It seems to me that this very horrible yet cliche reason for every relationship to end. I've seen it happen to people that I love before and the results and emotions often accompanying it is very, very devastating. 
    I can understand though, when you put your trust, hope, and love into someone; share your heart with them and what do they do? They turn around and give your love to someone else. Not only will you feel betrayed, it's just like everything came crashing down on you... You feel fragile and easily broken. To some extent, emotionally violated, even. Cheating seems to be something of a norm nowadays... Where most relationships end because of this.
    Cheating can come in many ways, physically and emotionally. I think I've even heard once financially but its something I'm vague about. 
    Reason? Some people do it for because they're lonely, attention deprived and in even more worse, because they just like it. Remember, if you have been cheated on, its not the end, heal, if you fall down, don't let it deter you. And if your the one doing all the cheating, just think before you act and always keep in mind there's a thing called karma :)

    This pic was so related to this post:

    Inspired by a Blogthings quiz "Could You Cheat On Someone?" here :D 

    ;There's a whole lot of things I will forgive but I just can't take a liar. 

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    "Cliche Reason" was Posted On: November 26, 2011 @Saturday, November 26, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Sad Songs

    The new song from Taylor Swift has finally been release and as usual, it is soo awesome :D
    This song talks about something most of us who has been in love goes through; wanting the person back, wishing they were at our front door... Ah, this things happen all the time anyway. I have always thought all of Taylor Swift's songs were really easy to relate to. Some of the saddest love songs I've heard are always from her.

    If I should ever fall in love again with someone new, it could never be the way I loved you,
    Like a first love, the one and only true love,
    Wasn't it written all over my face?
    I loved you like you loved me like something pure and holy.
    Like something that can never be replaced </3

    -The Way I Loved You

    ;I loved you like a first love, the one and only true love, wasn't it written all over my face?

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    "Sad Songs" was Posted On: November 25, 2011 @Friday, November 25, 2011 | 0 lovely comments

     Not so much to say today, but just that I'm really sick... Head feels heavy like lead. Even sick, I still want to blog cause I'm a hardworking person like that *trollface*. Jk, I'm just bored. I can't believe on the day on the release of Breaking Dawn and I'm at home with a head full of snot... Sooo not fun. Funny this now, I was dozing of (the fever does that to you) and I had an awesome dream of me walking in 5 inch Aldo high heels. Yes, Aldo, a really, really expensive brand of shoes all the way from Canada, THAT Aldo. Oh well, it was just a dream anyway... But still, I couldn't get those shoes out of my head... Just imagining walking in them *drools*

    I would have bought those shoes but they were really expensive... The cheapest was RM175, and that was after a 70% discount!!
    But anyway, they are really stylish :D 

    Not enough to make my dry, starving wallet cry, I found some other awesome (but not own-able) pair of high heels from the official website (they sell, they ship, but me can't afford T_T) 

    The other day I went to Aldo in QB and was shock to see that the red, peep toe, 5 inch pumps were RM360 :OOO So there goes byebye to my shoe fetish dream *sniffs*

    Wanted to end this post with this pic I found on facebook:

    You said goodbye, you walked away, you forgot about me.... You said you would never leave me, that we were in it for good, but it turns out all of it was a huge hoax. We were the same as everyone else. All those promises that we made were not kept, a life I thought I would have with you, turned out all messed up *sigh* I wish I could abandon my memories of you because you don't know how painful it is to still love, remember and wait for someone who won't do the same.

    ;You said we'd be together forever but in the end, we're the same as others. 

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    "SICK!" was Posted On: November 24, 2011 @Thursday, November 24, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Breaking Dawn Part 1

     Okay, so like everyone knows that Breaking Dawn part 1 is gonna be released tomorrow (Malaysian release date) and I am so freaking excited! :D I soo can't wait to watch this movie and get the soundtrack :D I noticed that every Twilight saga movie is released during the school holidays (a.k.a November). Really, really excited to want to watch this movie :D One of the songs from the soundtrack:

    It will rain if I don't ever get to see Breaking Dawn T_T

    Another awesome song:

    I can't wait to see the wedding scene where Bella will be walking down the aisle and to see her wedding dress :D

    And there you go, the wedding scene, pieced together by moi *might not be in the same order*

    Whenever I tell my friends that I can't wait to see the honeymoon scene because it's filmed in some iddylic,tropical island that has amazing views, all of them are like "HOR! I know what scene are you waiting for!" with this face:

    And I'm like:

    Heck no, I really love the Rio scene, just as it is *more innocent face* xD
    All in all, I seriously want to go watch that movie and just spend time with my friends too... *sniff* I miss them so much *sad face* :(

    ;Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.

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    "Breaking Dawn Part 1" was Posted On: November 23, 2011 @Wednesday, November 23, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Split In Two

     Getting really bored with the school holidays cuz there relly much to do... Mum keeps on saying that I should go and help part time or something like that just to fill in my time... And to think its barely one week yet! Well, the best thing to do if your always bored has to be... Blogthings :D Gosh, this site is aweasome, there is so much varieties of quizzes to keep you entertained, plus, who doesn't like the pizza test? ;D

    Lol, what she is saying is totally true xD
     I even thought that my Prince charming would suddenly come for me but turns out, there are no Prince Charming's in real life... You just fall in love with some regular dude who may or may not be the one for you, get your heart broken/ get married (if he will commit to you), produce babies that will look like him and you combine but it will never be a happily and ever after. It'll just happy next 20 years with hormones running around the house and ungrateful brats who will just say that you don't understand them and all that crap, having to spend money on them and they just might end up putting you in an old folks home cause your giving them a hard time. Right.
     Ha, I'm challenging the very basis of holy Matrimony. In this time of age where getting cheated on is as likely as 1,2,3, who would want to get married anyway? And its not as if now we talk things out, we just toss them, hope they never come back, screw over some idiotic bimbo and never hear from your ex-spouse ever again. It's like love doesn't exist anymore O: Not to mention the 7 year itch. Love is just wayy too much for most people (and me) to handle. As the old saying goes... Never touch it unless you want to get burn.

     Kinda like this song if anything ever turns out bad... This kind of songs are so heart renderingly painful but still you listen to them and why? Because you can relate. You can relate when someone's thrown you away like you were nothing, forgetting about you and living life like you didn't mean anything to them and you just think that maybe... Things weren't meant to be.
    And you keep on questioning "you said you loved me, but why did you leave?", "can things ever get better to normal?", "will that person ever come back?", "how can I forget them?" when its so obvious that they aren't. Things were never meant to be this way, love doesn't just turn around and catch you again. You would have to stop searching and hopefully, it would give you another chance.

    ;But his love is still in me, like a broken arrow.

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    "Split In Two" was Posted On: November 22, 2011 @Tuesday, November 22, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    My Transformation :D

     To welcome the Christmas season, I decided to get a facial, a new haircut (also in honor of Breaking Dawn, Alice Cullen inspired haircut - what else?) and really soon, a pedicure!

    My before pic:

    My after pic:

    Might not see much difference but now my hair is actually 4 inches shorter and gotta thank the stylist for making my hair look younger ^^  Feel emotionally and physically lighter now that my hair's shorter...
    P.S: Indulging in some vanity, which is every girls right :D

    Right now my mood is inspired by Hyuna's song "A Bitter Day"


    Kinda emo, but I really love this song :D

    ;Instead of saying time heals everything, tell me something that really works.

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    "My Transformation :D" was Posted On: November 21, 2011 @Monday, November 21, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    What would I do if I had a lover?

     I would play in the rain with him;
    debate over every little thing that could possibly exist;
    listen if he had probs and not be shy to tell him mine;
    hold his hand even in public;
    go to an amusement park;
    piggy back riding is a must :D ;
    tell him all my dreams;
    fall asleep next to him;
    tell him I miss him when we are apart;
    not be afraid to try something new;
    trust him;
    kissing him on the street;
    watch the sunrise/sunset together with him;
    tell him I love him every freaking day of the year :D

    The song is so damn sweett :D Kinda makes me feel jealous cuz those two are so cute together... :) Sometimes one just miss the feeling of falling in love with someone that you are really close with.... Yeah, love really is unpredictable :D

    Found some really sweet quotes from facebook that are also meaningful and they go like this:

    My beloved Taeyang a.k.a TaeTae <3

    P.S: I think I've found The One :D Refer to my new awesome blogskin, it's so pwetty :3

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    "What would I do if I had a lover?" was Posted On: November 20, 2011 @Sunday, November 20, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Byebye Form 3 :(

     Well, today's the last day of me being a Form 3 (although I didn't really go to school today - skipped it for the love of subway :d) and I'm having lots of emotions... Mostly NOSTALGIA. I love that word :) Well, I am going to miss all of my friends, but anyway, I hope I will get to see them soon... Like, as in, 3 days later :D

    Me and Vivi! :D Gosh, I'm gonna miss her craziness xD

    Me, Vivi and Farah (a.k.a Mrs. Seung Ri)

    Me and Sarah :D

    Nad and me :D I'm gonna miss my so called "estranged daughter" xD

    And not to mention most new friends I met and hope to stay friends after a loonngggg time :D

    Ah, one of the great memories was during Viv's 16th birthday... As I recall, we had a ton of fun ;D

    Form 3 was one of those roller coaster school years due to PMR and tons of exam stress but look beyond the thorns and see the roses, you will find that 15 is gonna be the most memorable year of your, like, life :D New friends, a whole new environment, your first taste of responsibility, your first love (on my part), basically just what everyone says it will be: The most exhilarating ride of your life :) A lot of emotions, good or bad, shown but all in all, kinda fun :) Sometimes I can't believe that everything I have always wanted years ago, I am getting now at this age :)
     I'm gonna miss being 15, but at the same time, you just feel like you can't wait to grow up :)

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    "Byebye Form 3 :(" was Posted On: November 18, 2011 @Friday, November 18, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Pink and more pink.

     Well, as you can see, I've changed my blogskin yet again but for a good reason, one being, the old one had tons of problems and what not. Pink is yet my color again. I like girly cute things like that :)
    So, for the fun of it, I went and googled "what does your favourite color say about you?" and as my fav is.. Of course - pink, here's what the result said:

    Pink: This color embodies the gentler qualities of Red, symbolizing love and affection without passion. Women who prefer Pink tend to be maternal. Pink desires protection, special treatment and a sheltered life. Pink people require affection and like to feel loved and secure, perhaps wanting to appear delicate and fragile. Pink people tend to be charming and gentle, if a trifle indefinite.

    And then I realised, yeah, that so totally describes half of me :D Plus there's even a song about it:

    Pink it's my new obsession
    Pink it's not even a question,
    Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause
    Pink is the love you discover

    Pink as the bing on your cherry
    Pink 'cause you are so very
    Pink it's the color of passion
    'Cause today it just goes with the fashion

    Pink it was love at first sight
    Pink when I turn out the light, and
    Pink gets me high as a kite
    And I think everything is going to be all right
    No matter what we do tonight

    You could be my flamingo
    'Coz pink is the new kinda lingo
    Pink like a deco umbrella
    It's kink - but you don't ever tell her

    Pink it was love at first sight, and
    Pink when I turn out the light
    Pink gets me high as a kite
    And I think everything is going to be all right
    No matter what we do tonight

    I want to be your lover
    I wanna wrap you in rubber
    As pink as the sheets that we lay on
    Pink it's my favorite crayon, yeah

    Pink it was love at first sight
    Pink when I turn out the light
    Pink it's like red but not quite
    And I think everything is going to be all right
    No matter what we do tonight


    Oh, and there's even a singer named P!nk, love her music.

    In the pink of health;
    Tickle me pink!
    Dude, they even have sayings! :D

    Some really cute-sy, pink pictures I found and mostly, there are stuff in pink that I want too:

    My fav Sony Cyber shot in what else? Pink!


    Pink Xperia Ray (my dream, dream phone ^^)

    Well, thats all the pinkness for today :) Crazy in pink, la-te-da-da-da
    Dang, I've gone nuts.

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    "Pink and more pink." was Posted On: November 16, 2011 @Wednesday, November 16, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Second Chances

     Borrowed this book from Sarah called Second Chance by Jane Green and the book was just plain amazing :D

    This story talks about a bunch of friends who are reunited after 21 years because of the death of one of thier best friends. The friends then question everything in their life from their marriages to the state of their lifes and we see a lot of interesting yet horrible events that at the end, give them a second chance at life :) Basically its just a story about friendship, fate and life.
    Chick-lits always make me go all swoony inside :D

    OMG, I found this song when I was just browsing along and it has such an awesomely sexy beat:

    Don't know what you think I'm after, 
    Don't think I can take it anymore,
    Don't know what you think I'm after ,
    What do you take me for? What do you take me for?
    Then I'm like whatever,
    Go on through the front door,
    Bye I'll see you later,
    What do you take me for? What do you take me for?

    Sometimes you feel like asking life "What do you take me for?" ;)

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    "Second Chances" was Posted On: November 15, 2011 @Tuesday, November 15, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Best Fun Ever :D

     Okay, so like today was Penggy's birthday and I got invited to his seriously huge, posh house and had tons of fun spending time with those crazy friends of mine :D We also met other guys from different schools and they were really nice too :)
      Fun things like; a BBQ dinner under the setting sun, cycling (for the first time in 5 years) to the beach, playing frisbee, a couple asking us if we could pose for their wedding photoshoot as one big group, watching movies and playing Twister for the first time in my life (I meant the Twister)  :D

     Ignore the two guys holding hands :P

     The view from Penggy's room when he brought us all to his bedroom :D Imagine waking uo to a view like that evry morning :O

     Neighbours house :P I do't know why, but every time I see this, I kinda imagine of Taeyang swimming with Korean models o.o

    The girls :D

     My butt still hurts from cycling for the first time in 5 years D:
     Best part? Laughing, screaming and joking for 5 hours straight until my facial muscles hurt... Not to mention those Twister chinks in our ligaments :D
     All in all, a totally awesome day I might add :D
     P.S: Would have taken pictures but my camera... Well, the charger broke, the connecting cabel is lost and so my camera is totally MIA right now *sniff*

    This post was originally from 13/11/2011 which was like the longest time ever cause my camera's charger broke so I got it fixed and voila, new edited post. Sorry for the inconvinience wtf.

    ;Stay up late, we don't sleep, got our friends, got tonight so we'll be alright.

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    "Best Fun Ever :D" was Posted On: November 13, 2011 @Sunday, November 13, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    The One that got away.

     The meaning of the one that got away? It means losing someone that you thought was "The One" by circumstantial or a personal choice. It's never easy losing someone that you thought was perfect for you. It's hard to push away all of the other feelings, especially if that "One" was also your first one. I guess thats what I thought when I heard Katy Perry's "The One That Got Away":

    In another life,
    I would make you stay,
    So I don't have to say you were the one that got away :)

    Caution, this song and the video might make you start crying and if you are a really softhearted, sentimental person (such as moi) you'd be blubbering in front of the computer already :D

    My now favourite quote: The past is like a handful of dust, it filters through your fingers, little by little...


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    "The One that got away." was Posted On: November 12, 2011 @Saturday, November 12, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    The Pieces. Make a wish! :D

     Jason Derulo. Dang, he's hot. He should be crowned the King Of Sweet Words That You Should Say To Your Girlfriend. Dang, thats a lonnggg title :D
     Filling my time up with things that keep my mind super busy... No time for thinking, not even giving you another minute or hour or any other day.
     Back to Jason Derulo.
     He is so damn schmexyyyy!! :D I especially love this song:


    Just like the rain down in Africa, 
    I'd fight for you,
    It's gonna take awhile but your worth fighting for :)

    Okay. besides Jason Derulo, do you know what day it is today? :D
    Yes! It's 11/11/11! *unknown kids in the background cheering and clapping* 
    Make a wish! :D 

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    "The Pieces. Make a wish! :D" was Posted On: November 11, 2011 @Friday, November 11, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Better In Time

     Things will get better one day, I wish it will be though sooner than later. I just want to move on and forget that things ever did happen. I wish I could be strong without you there for me. I hate this feeling, I now even hate thinking about you, but its never you. I don't blame you, neither do I blame myself for feeling this kind of things. But I sure do miss you, a whole lot and thats one feeling I seriously don't like.
    On a much more happier note, I am totally in love with Coldplay's "Paradise" <3
    That song gives me goosebumps and chills :D

    Their album's name is so cool... At first I thought it was just gibberish but now, it actually sounds cool :D Mylo Xyloto... I could say that for 50 times and never get tired... :D Its funny, cuz I've never really liked Coldplay but now I think they're songs are really awesome. And their album cover art is super creative, not to mention that ;)
    During this next few months, I made a promise to blog everyday to document my emotional state through this breakup. Makes me sound like I'm my own Science experiment, but I just need to find a trend here... Tryimg to find out patterns in my emotional state throughout this whole year so that I'll just know. Curiousity really makes a person act weird. You know what? Maybe this really isn't such a great idea after all --

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    "Better In Time" was Posted On: November 6, 2011 @Sunday, November 06, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    A Little Bit Stronger

     Its really funny that everythings been happening around me for such a short time, maybe a week perhaps, that I haven't even gotten use to the fact that yeah, you're gone alredy. Not gone as if totally gone, gone, but just... Not there for me in the way that I wanted. I know things will never be the same but I really don't know whether I should still hope or not? Fine... NOT.  It's also really funny now that I don't wake up early in the morning anymore and find myself missing you so much that I wanted to call you up and everything. Now, its more as if a different me is taking over, a me who is so afraid of commitment, someone who has walls up and who pretends to be happy even though she's not... I really don't like this new me, but what can I do anyway? I miss the me who was with you, she was way happier, didn't always feel numb, always felt something because of you (anger, fusteration, happiness, feeling as if I wanted to speak my mind out... Ah, good times). The point is that at least the old me had feelings and not walk around all day pretending as if everything is okay when it is so definitely NOT. And this feeling of helplessness... It sickens me just to think about, the constant what if's, the wanting to have you back, I hate all of those feelings.

     Sometimes I wish that things would get back to normal, to the life that I'm used to but no, it can't be that way. I know you and I know me already all too well. if we would get back together, things will still be unsolved, there will be tons of misunderstandings because of our huge ego's and yeah, nobody will be much happy anyway. I know all this but somehow I just can't accept it.


    "A Little Bit Stronger" was Posted On: November 5, 2011 @Saturday, November 05, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    The End.

     This post is dedicated to someone who was really close to me, who was the most important person but now who can't be with me. I understand that right now, you can't be with me but I seriously hope that you will still remember me. What we had was really, really special to me, the feelings are all still pretty much there and I will never ever forget about you. Ever. You really were the best thing that's ever been mine and I wasn' ready to let it go. But now, I guess I have to. Hope you will be happier than you ever really were and maybe one day, things between us will turn out for the better. Istillloveyou. I will still remember all of our promises, good memories, the bad. Every laughter, tear, mistakes and memories will be as fresh as the day I still remember that you told me you loved me for the first time. You truely did change my life and even though you're not with me now, I will never forget that :) I hope you won't too :)

    And that's exactly what I'm gonna do :)


    "The End." was Posted On: November 2, 2011 @Wednesday, November 02, 2011 | 0 lovely comments

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