Better In Time
Things will get better one day, I wish it will be though sooner than later. I just want to move on and forget that things ever did happen. I wish I could be strong without you there for me. I hate this feeling, I now even hate thinking about you, but its never you. I don't blame you, neither do I blame myself for feeling this kind of things. But I sure do miss you, a whole lot and thats one feeling I seriously don't like. On a much more happier note, I am totally in love with Coldplay's "Paradise" <3
That song gives me goosebumps and chills :D
Their album's name is so cool... At first I thought it was just gibberish but now, it actually sounds cool :D Mylo Xyloto... I could say that for 50 times and never get tired... :D Its funny, cuz I've never really liked Coldplay but now I think they're songs are really awesome. And their album cover art is super creative, not to mention that ;)
During this next few months, I made a promise to blog everyday to document my emotional state through this breakup. Makes me sound like I'm my own Science experiment, but I just need to find a trend here... Tryimg to find out patterns in my emotional state throughout this whole year so that I'll just know. Curiousity really makes a person act weird. You know what? Maybe this really isn't such a great idea after all --