Labels: feelings

Relationships, their kinda tough sometimes cuz one moment your both like:

Labels: love, relationships

 Last time maybe around April when I was going through my Lent fasting (where I was away from facebook, blogger, basically the whole internet) I went to visit this new shopping mall thats still under construction called Straits Quay or something along that lines since I forgot some details, and I gotta say, that place has the potential to be the next Gurney Plaza, depending on how many cool stores open there to satiate Penang's younger generations ever evolving need for all things cool and new... Including me XD

                               

I don't care what anyone says bout you and me, its my choice and I chose you so they really can't say much... Plus I think I must have did something really epic last time for karma to come back around and give me something so special, you. =)

Labels: fun, love, music

 Finally! Its Friday, can't tell how much I really want a break =) This week was quite uneventful cuz
1)Sukantara, but actually met new people
2)I get yelled at for every single thing I do whether its right or wrong and;
3) I am so sick and tired of that bitch and her gang like honestly, can you do the world a favour and   drop dead you lesbian bitch... Swt, always causing problems for me just cause you can't open your stupid eyes to see that you have no real friends at all and they are all using you in some way or another and you take that as a reason to prove that you are better than me? Trust me, you haven't seen yourself in the mirror... You are wayy far from perfect cuz you are bitchy, a boastful twit and a total arse. GO GET A LIFE!

Bitch, you just ain't worth it to get mad about... You and your little shallow minded posse can just go the fcuk of in another direction and leave me alone... Trust me, I am stuck with you, okay and if it were up to me,  I wish you could just move to another school so that I won't have to see your stinking face ever again. You and all your blonde friends =)
Change of mood... I actually can't believe that I would be this mean to someone and let myself stoop down on their level, I mean come on, the whole world is already filled with enough bitches, why do I need to contribute to the ever growing number?
Well, guess thats it, you won't be missed, even if you happen to fall down into a hole while it was open  for hell than I wish you sayonara =)

Labels: anger, rant

 I dunno why, but today I feel really, really sad. Like I pretend to be happy for no apparent reason and fake a smile most of the time... Its honestly like trying to hold back the sea. I seriously need a holiday to a seaside, its like I'm yearning for a chance to stand by edge of the water and absorbing the sunshine and peaceful serenity. Well, that is just a daydream.
 But today was totally fun, had lots of laughs with friends while we were playing truth or dare. The game consisted of dirty jokes (WHAT? We are 15 anyway XD), one of my guy friends going down on one knee to propose to my friend (random huh?) and lots of more dirty and gay moves... One of my friends was even dared to hug me in a romantic embrace and she was a girl... If it was someone else *wink and a knowing smile* then I would have oblige but... Nevermind, still had tons of fun =)
 This whole week we have the sukantara where we basically run around embaressing ourselves and trying so hard not to fall down... But another day and it will all be over =D



Told you the vid was out and the boys look like angels <3
But this video is slightly mirrored.. Okay, totally mirrored but they still look awesome =D

Labels: angels, BTR, love, worldwide

 Yup, today's my special day, not much, but still meaningful =) And it was kinda like the second best birthday ever =) And I do kinda feel old... Must be the mood of today. Well, it was kinda sweet, got a card from a special someone and a homemade hand craft from my close friend plus a few wishes here and there, was mostly happy throughout the whole day =D
I still couldn't get my Benefit Finding Mr. Bright because they don't have Benefit in Sasa, and you call yourself Malaysia's leading beauty store. Well, I really hope to find it in Gurney, I heard there's a Benefit counter there. I didn't really celebrate that much today, just tandoori dinner but yesterday was the real celebration... Lunch in Nando's and the Portugese Bolo bread with garlic butter was off the hook! I have never tasted anything like that before so now I officially love Nando's =D
 Well, at least I got to spend it with my family and friends... I am truly blessed =')



And thats why I smile,
Its been a while since everyday and everything has felt this right,
And now, you turn it all around and suddenly your all I need,
The reason why, I smile ♥

OMG! OMG! I cannot believe it!! Third best birthday gift ever!! Big Time Rush's "Worldwide" is out!!
And on today too!!!!
But darn it, can't watch cuz embed was disabled by request XP
Oh well, boy I'll be thinking about you worldwide ♥

Labels: birthday, BTR, happiness, smile, worldwide

 I just realised something, my old blog carried too much memories that I didn't like, so I decided to change it and voila! A whole brand new blogskin, it looks awesome =D I wonder how some people can design this type of template... Makes me wonder...
 2 more days till my birthday, I guess it would be a quiet celebration this year since I don't even know what to ask my parents for... I was thinking of a HTC Wildfire (my favourite phone) but then realised it was too expensive *makes a face*. So I guess I'll settle for Benefit's Finding Mr. Bright makeup kit since I fell in love with it last year but didn't have a reason to buy it... And its only RM 150.00... Not that expensive.

Ha, I'm getting older and older by each passing year and next years sweet 16, my 17th would enable me to drive a car and by the 18th... I'll be out of that hell hole!! Okay, kidding bout the last part but it made me see that growing older does have its perks =D

Labels: birthday, excitement, gifts

 People. Not just any stereotype of people. Mean people. You see them everywhere, near the bus stop , on the road, in the mall, your social group etc, etc. They live in everyone; your parents, your teachers, your best friend... Literally, everyone. But now I find backstabbers and people who assume too much annoys me to no end.
I kinda feel like this:





Hypothetically, lets say that your in a relationship. You miss your friends birthday party, ASSUME: your hanging out with your boyfriend; you flunked History, ASSUME: your boyfriend is too blame cuz you concentrate more on him than History and much, much more examples. At least the concept is clearly written right there.See how much assuming is really annoying? I guess that is, hypothetically, a down side of being in a relationship. Your two halves of a whole, anything bad happens to either of you, the other is partially to blame and gets funny stares.
  Seriously?
  Well, I guess, one things sure, hypothetically, the ups definitely outweigh the downs ;)
P.S: Facebook is now getting boring XP
 

Labels: facebook, love, rant, relationships

I completely fell in love with this song... Its talking bout how this girl who is suffering from leukemia and only has bout a few days to leave, so she cheats on her boyfriend with his bestfriend to make him fall out of love with her but the other friend found out and told the boyfriend and... It was too late... She dies ='(
The most sad part was that the bestfriend whom the girl cheated with, told the best friend "I'm sorry, I lied, she really loves you so much" but, yeah well, it was too late... And now I'm crying after listening to this song XP
Homeworks halway done! ~

Labels: day by day, love, sadness

Labels: BTR, happiness, hugs, school

I still can't over the flash back scene, where Po finds out who he really is... And Mr Pings' story when he tells Po that he is adopted and the memories that follow =) That panda was really cute when he was younger XD

Listened to Big Time Rush album and I gotta say, its awesome, maybe cuz I love those boys anyway =)


~Really random... P.S: Best. Day. Ever! =D

Labels: BTR, feelings, fun, movie

 Yeah, I do kinda have a big time crush.... On this photo of the boys =)


Special sneak peak of Big Time Rush's new music video "Worldwide". No idea on when they are gonna release it but I sure hope its about... Now. I'm so impatient to see how the video will turn out as 'Worldwide' is one of my fave songs =) P.S: Logan looks like an angel... My sweet, celebrity, 5'6 angel who doesn't even know I exist... Well, at least BTR said they did appreciate all of their fans... I think. Anyway, will seat here continuing to wait for the video to come out... *sits and waits but can't take it anymore and walks away.... Then comes back* XD
I saw one thing the other day that made me so happy and feel like a little girl again: Bloop De Paris Cosmetics! They are so kitchsy and quirky that you can't help but like them anyway =)

Just a sample of their cuteness. The cherry flavored lip balms.... Still too cute =)
Well, today is our familys' Fathers Day and was kinda of a good celebration... Went for Chicago Ribs, had too much to eat and feel as full as a guppy on a protozoa infested morning. Now I'm just crapping. Ahh well, I was full anyway =)
Oh yeah, Happy Feast Day to all of the Christians around the globe =)
Send the fire today~


Well, guess that's it for this post today. P.S: 1 more day to school... T.T

Labels: BTR, cute, Domo, love

 Dunno why, but that song is stuck in my head on total replay... Oh, I know the reason why *smiles knowingly*
Nope, honestly, I don't. But anyways, its already been one month! Gah, I've turn into one of those girls who are like an online calender complete with special days and what not...
Well, I am happy... Haha =)

Labels: love, Tangled, teenage dream

 Okay, I'm not really that emo right now, I'm just plain bored.
This holiday is passing by in such a blur and I think I'm Christ lagged... It's a term I invented for feeling very empty after spending so much time with God... I know, I'm weird.


Yeah, what Stitch is feeling is what I'm feeling.... I'm lost.
I think what I'm feeling is:


Yeah, I feel exactly like James... Life is a ferris wheel with all its ups and downs but now I'm feeling bored... And sitting with a plant as my date XP
This is one of Big Time Rush's episodes called "Big Time Girlfriends"

Carlos : "How about her?" (pointing at a palm tree). Logan : "That's a palm tree."
LOL, Carlos was trying to get a girlfriend =) 
Well, thats how the song "Boyfriend" came about XD 

Labels: boredom, BTR, sadness

  Hehe, total opposite of 'Already Gone' by Kelly Clarkson =) Guess with me back, my sis has no choice but to sleep back in our room... Muahahaaha ;)
Camp was soo cool, but too bad I couldn't tour around St. Anne with my friends *rolls eyes*. Okay, I do kinda miss it.... Not kinda, miss it A LOT. But the best part of not being able to see someone for at least 3 days, even though you guys do talk, is the sweet reunion that follows =) And I finally slept for more than 10 hours since this morning.
Highlights of the camp:
-Went stargazing
-Spending everyday with God and friends.
-A new environment to learn and adjust too (which is probably the best of all)
-Gossiping with friends till early morning...
-Breaking "some" of the rules... Lol, long story, but cut short, my friends and I went to explore St. Anne  
 churches with no permission and came back 5 minutes late for dinner... On the first day. Plus I snuck out  
 of our dorm at about 2 o'clock just to star gaze with Cheryl... it was fun, to say the least XD The 
 facilatators weren't even mad and that was the most surprising of all... At least we didn't kena scolding la =)

I will seriosuly miss Vocation Camp =) Wished too record most of all our memories but my camera was not working... Okay, I admit, I forgot to charge it before I left for camp and was hauling a 300 gram piece of not working metal through out the whole camp on your shoulder is NOT FUN.
Besides that, we also watched movies from 10.30 till 1 o'clock in the morning (although the schedule says that the movie will end at 12 XD). Throughout those 2 days, I only had 10 hours of sleep... It was a miracle and God's Grace that I could stay awake for the next 17 hours XD
Also gt introduced to music and movies that I have never seen before.. Like:



And:



This 2 movies were talking about people who helped to nuture and realise a group of misunderstood teenagers potential through hard work, understanding and patience. Both of them are true stories and really inspirational =)
The there is this one gospel song that I really love:



As I said, I will miss the experiences, people, music, movies and fun for a long time to come =)
~Nostalgia =)

Labels: camp, friends, fun, God, movie, music

 Yeah, basically 1 more day left before I go for my Vocation Camp... Bet I'll miss my bed the most. Okay, no, I'll miss my love the most... 3 days for me is too long *makes a face*
Holidays so far have been kinda relaxing... TOO relaxing... Wish to go out but amazingly, everyones schedules clash so much, so just tetapkan one day to clear out our activities =)




Another song I'm obsessed with =) Well, besides the fact that I think Nicole Scherzinger is gorgeous and she's been a fav of mine for quite a long time =)

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