Cold as ice, And more bitter than a December
Winter night, That's how I treated you
And I know that I, I sometimes tend to loose my temper
And I cross the line, Yeah that's the truth
All along, I tried to pretend it didn't matter
If I was alone
Deep down I know, If you were gone
For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn
Coz I'm lost without you.
I get kind of dark, Let it go too far
I can be obnoxious at times, But try and see my heart
Coz I need you need now, So don't let me down
You're the only thing in this world I would die without.

Song and picture totally matches my feelings. Bleh.

On a cuter note;




Lmao :D



;Your the only thing in this world, I would die without.

Labels: pictures, songs

I seriously can't get this song out of my head:



We Run The Night by Havana Brown feat Pitbull :D

This song makes me wanna go effing crazy and just take it all off!
Okay, not that crazy but still... Its a great pick me up song, wayy better than the one without Pitbull. And I just realised something, almost all Pitbull songs sound awesome and if left without him, the song kinda sounds flat #LOLface.
Weeks are dragging, so tired and bloggings' my only therapy so bear with me #trollface.

Labels: pictures, songs

 Okay, so like everyone knows that Breaking Dawn part 1 is gonna be released tomorrow (Malaysian release date) and I am so freaking excited! :D I soo can't wait to watch this movie and get the soundtrack :D I noticed that every Twilight saga movie is released during the school holidays (a.k.a November). Really, really excited to want to watch this movie :D One of the songs from the soundtrack:



It will rain if I don't ever get to see Breaking Dawn T_T

Another awesome song:



I can't wait to see the wedding scene where Bella will be walking down the aisle and to see her wedding dress :D

And I'm like:
;Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.

Labels: movie, songs, weddings

 Getting really bored with the school holidays cuz there relly much to do... Mum keeps on saying that I should go and help part time or something like that just to fill in my time... And to think its barely one week yet! Well, the best thing to do if your always bored has to be... Blogthings :D Gosh, this site is aweasome, there is so much varieties of quizzes to keep you entertained, plus, who doesn't like the pizza test? ;D




Lol, what she is saying is totally true xD
 I even thought that my Prince charming would suddenly come for me but turns out, there are no Prince Charming's in real life... You just fall in love with some regular dude who may or may not be the one for you, get your heart broken/ get married (if he will commit to you), produce babies that will look like him and you combine but it will never be a happily and ever after. It'll just happy next 20 years with hormones running around the house and ungrateful brats who will just say that you don't understand them and all that crap, having to spend money on them and they just might end up putting you in an old folks home cause your giving them a hard time. Right.
 Ha, I'm challenging the very basis of holy Matrimony. In this time of age where getting cheated on is as likely as 1,2,3, who would want to get married anyway? And its not as if now we talk things out, we just toss them, hope they never come back, screw over some idiotic bimbo and never hear from your ex-spouse ever again. It's like love doesn't exist anymore O: Not to mention the 7 year itch. Love is just wayy too much for most people (and me) to handle. As the old saying goes... Never touch it unless you want to get burn.



 Kinda like this song if anything ever turns out bad... This kind of songs are so heart renderingly painful but still you listen to them and why? Because you can relate. You can relate when someone's thrown you away like you were nothing, forgetting about you and living life like you didn't mean anything to them and you just think that maybe... Things weren't meant to be.
And you keep on questioning "you said you loved me, but why did you leave?", "can things ever get better to normal?", "will that person ever come back?", "how can I forget them?" when its so obvious that they aren't. Things were never meant to be this way, love doesn't just turn around and catch you again. You would have to stop searching and hopefully, it would give you another chance.

;But his love is still in me, like a broken arrow.

Labels: boredom, feelings, funny vid, heartbreak, songs

 To welcome the Christmas season, I decided to get a facial, a new haircut (also in honor of Breaking Dawn, Alice Cullen inspired haircut - what else?) and really soon, a pedicure!




Right now my mood is inspired by Hyuna's song "A Bitter Day"

 

Kinda emo, but I really love this song :D

;Instead of saying time heals everything, tell me something that really works.

Labels: new look, songs, vanity

Labels: songs

 School holidays are going by so fast and  now I have at least 2 more days before school starts and then the PMR stress will be coming at full speed (considering the exam will start at October XP) So far during this school holidays, there has been a lot of running around, going out... Seriously... Gurney, Straits Quay, Queens, an open house (the latter my absolute favourite) and today also have to go out to Sunshine for some shopping and an appointment... wow, I didn't even rest throughout this whole holidays XD The downside, no time to study, just managed to read a little bit of History and Science... Ah, suffice enough :)
Beyonce's new song :D



Fell in love with this song when I heard it on MTV's Video Music Awards :D

P.S: Please be happy with her so that I can move on :)
I'm still in love with that song :D
And school just started XP

Labels: songs

 Stupid layout finally gone bonkers and can't even be seen with Google, dunno much about Google Chrome but I think they all give the same result... Lame =/ Turns out, I just had to remove the SCM player to get everything back in order and now my dear bloggie is back <3
 Finally, trials are all done and I'm back to devoting my time to music, my blog and maybe even a lil bit of studying (sometimes). So happy to say that maybe, one day, I'll be putting playing the piano to my lists of interest cuz after 5 years... 5 long years, mum finally said 'yes' to me playing it! :) Just telling cuz I'm seriously happy :D

      

And like how the song suggests, "I'll be standing right next to you".
P.S: You can't control me anymore... You know who you are if your if you ever reading this, I hope so you do :P


    

Labels: feelings, music, songs

 I honestly am so super tired of all this crap repeating itself everyday... They said that love is always beautiful... If it really is that beautiful why does crying yourself to sleep everyday happen? Arguments that make no sense? The feeling that everything you had was slipping out of your hands? It wasn't suppose to be like this... I thought stuff like this wasn't going to be happening for a long time but I guess I was too naive to think that it will not.

Your too busy with your life,
I'm trying to hold on,
You ask me whats wrong when I'm sad,
I want to tell you everything,
But I'm afraid that I'd messed up,
Behind my smile I'm hiding a lot of emotions,
When you said that you understand, 
I wonder if you really do...
This thing, is driving both of us crazy. 


Like one of this songs...



But one thing you don't know, I didn't want things to be this way... Never had and never will... I'd give a lot to get back what we used to have. Maybe you don't feel it but I do and its driving me crazy.

Labels: music, sadness, songs

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While i'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar
And we don't know how we got into this mad situation
Only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time
I've got a new job now in the unemployment line
And we don't know how we got into this mess it's a gods test
Someone help us cause we're doing our best
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tearsEven after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time
She's in line at the door with her head held high
While I just lost my job but didn't lose my flight
But we both know how we're gonna make it work when it hurts
When you pick yourself up you get kicked in the dirt
Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these yearsWe just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first timeFor the first time
Oh, for the first time
Yeah, for the first time
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby~
I absolutely can relate to this song XP 

Labels: music, songs

 I am completely obsessed with the song 'California King Bed' by Rihanna.... Just can't stop playing it on my Walkman =)




The vid is kinda sad too but the song is still awesome =)
P.S: Sorry for the long time that I haven't updated... Although it  has been like about one week...

Labels: music, songs

 Yup, school holidays are officially here... Two weeks of just doing work and cleaning up the house... Thats just so interesting isn't it? *note the sarcasm*
Hari Guru came and pass and let me just say it in a really nice way... It didn't live up to last years one. Last year was the best and they just had to disrupt a well loved tradition didn't they? I mean 6 speeches in one day, no performances because of technical problems and a whole lotta other crap happening? Friday was just plain jinxed =P Yeah, but I will miss school in a way... That hollow yet welcoming feeling in your gut when you feel like your leaving someplace familiar... Someplace like home and I'm speaking as if I will never ever see school again. I wonder if that feeling will just intensify if I have to leave school for good =) The familiar routine will be missed for a while =)
So, last night I celebrated the beginning of school holidays by watching Rio. Family friendly comedies somehow always seem to be my fave =D


This movie is really inspirational. It talks about how the blue Macaw who can't fly ever since young and he was forced to learn how to tap into his bird instinct to learn how to fly. It kinda speaks to all of us too... We all should be able to think more with our hearts than with our mind in some situations. As Rapheal the Tucan said: "Flying is not what you learn up here *taps brain* but what you feel in here *touches his heart* amigo" =) Kinda like how we need to step out of our shell and learn to trust our own instincts =)

Even though this song may seem a bit old (2005) but it still catches me:


                               
She's no you, oh no, you give me more than I could ever want, She's no you, oh no, I'm satisfied with the one I got =) Just thought bought this song when I saw Chris Brown's "She Ain't You" and thought, didn't Jesse McCartney have the same concept title for his song. Well, that said, I do prefer the latter XD

Labels: inspirational, love, songs

One of my favourite artists, Sam Tsui :)







This is what real music should sound like =)

Labels: music, songs

I'm In love - Ne Yo
that I'm in love, and I think I found the real thing, gotta love to make your heart say love love, you got me singing lalalalala :)

Coming Home - Diddy-Dirty Money
I'm coming home, I'm coming home, let the rain wash away, all the pain of yesterday

If I Die Young - The Band Perry
If I die young, bury me in satin, lay me down on a bed of roses, sink me in the river at dawn, send me away with the words of a love song

What The Hell - Avril Lavigne
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking WHAT THE HELL!

Happiness - Alexis Jordan
Through strength I've found love, in time I found myself in happiness with you

Back To December - Taylor Swift
This is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night... I'd go back to December all the time...

The Big Bang - Rock Mafia
The big, big bang, the reason I'm alive, where all the stars collide, in this Universe inside ~

2011 looks like a good year for music :)

Labels: music, songs

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