Bad Day
You know like the song "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter where he says "You're faking a smile with the coffee you go". So yeah, had a bad day. Felt like pulling a face and looking like wanna beat up someone up for the whole day.Drama with friends, got slammed down hard when I shared my feelings with a few people, oily greasy hair early in the morning, stinked of sweat the whole day, and got my exam results. And guess what? Failed Add Maths and mediocre results for everything. So I'm sorry if I yell at you, snap or whatever, people have fucking bad days too kay? Plus I passed on the chance to watch Hunger Games for this Thursday. Fuck.
So, now you know. And okay, I won't ruin your dandy fucking perfect life with this post. You want naked boobs with camwhore pics? Go get a fucking bimbo's blog where being happy and perfect is the only fucking thing she thinks about.
I have a life and its not pretty sometimes okay?
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;If this was a movie, you'll be here by now.
But I remember how it was back then, locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing, cause nothing like this ever happened to them ♥
Labels: anger, feelings, heartbreak, rant
Cliche Reason
Cheating.
I despise that word. It seems to me that this very horrible yet cliche reason for every relationship to end. I've seen it happen to people that I love before and the results and emotions often accompanying it is very, very devastating.
I can understand though, when you put your trust, hope, and love into someone; share your heart with them and what do they do? They turn around and give your love to someone else. Not only will you feel betrayed, it's just like everything came crashing down on you... You feel fragile and easily broken. To some extent, emotionally violated, even. Cheating seems to be something of a norm nowadays... Where most relationships end because of this.
Cheating can come in many ways, physically and emotionally. I think I've even heard once financially but its something I'm vague about.
Reason? Some people do it for because they're lonely, attention deprived and in even more worse, because they just like it. Remember, if you have been cheated on, its not the end, heal, if you fall down, don't let it deter you. And if your the one doing all the cheating, just think before you act and always keep in mind there's a thing called karma :)
This pic was so related to this post:
Inspired by a Blogthings quiz "Could You Cheat On Someone?" here :D
;There's a whole lot of things I will forgive but I just can't take a liar.
Labels: heartbreak, sadness
Sad Songs
The new song from Taylor Swift has finally been release and as usual, it is soo awesome :D
This song talks about something most of us who has been in love goes through; wanting the person back, wishing they were at our front door... Ah, this things happen all the time anyway. I have always thought all of Taylor Swift's songs were really easy to relate to. Some of the saddest love songs I've heard are always from her.
If I should ever fall in love again with someone new, it could never be the way I loved you,
Like a first love, the one and only true love,
Wasn't it written all over my face?
I loved you like you loved me like something pure and holy.
Like something that can never be replaced </3
-The Way I Loved You
;I loved you like a first love, the one and only true love, wasn't it written all over my face?
Labels: heartbreak, new song, sadness
SICK!
Not so much to say today, but just that I'm really sick... Head feels heavy like lead. Even sick, I still want to blog cause I'm a hardworking person like that *trollface*. Jk, I'm just bored. I can't believe on the day on the release of Breaking Dawn and I'm at home with a head full of snot... Sooo not fun. Funny this now, I was dozing of (the fever does that to you) and I had an awesome dream of me walking in 5 inch Aldo high heels. Yes, Aldo, a really, really expensive brand of shoes all the way from Canada, THAT Aldo. Oh well, it was just a dream anyway... But still, I couldn't get those shoes out of my head... Just imagining walking in them *drools*
I would have bought those shoes but they were really expensive... The cheapest was RM175, and that was after a 70% discount!!
But anyway, they are really stylish :D
Not enough to make my dry, starving wallet cry, I found some other awesome (but not own-able) pair of high heels from the official website (they sell, they ship, but me can't afford T_T)
The other day I went to Aldo in QB and was shock to see that the red, peep toe, 5 inch pumps were RM360 :OOO So there goes byebye to my shoe fetish dream *sniffs*
Wanted to end this post with this pic I found on facebook:
You said goodbye, you walked away, you forgot about me.... You said you would never leave me, that we were in it for good, but it turns out all of it was a huge hoax. We were the same as everyone else. All those promises that we made were not kept, a life I thought I would have with you, turned out all messed up *sigh* I wish I could abandon my memories of you because you don't know how painful it is to still love, remember and wait for someone who won't do the same.
;You said we'd be together forever but in the end, we're the same as others.
Labels: facebook, fashion, heartbreak
Split In Two
Getting really bored with the school holidays cuz there relly much to do... Mum keeps on saying that I should go and help part time or something like that just to fill in my time... And to think its barely one week yet! Well, the best thing to do if your always bored has to be... Blogthings :D Gosh, this site is aweasome, there is so much varieties of quizzes to keep you entertained, plus, who doesn't like the pizza test? ;DLol, what she is saying is totally true xD
I even thought that my Prince charming would suddenly come for me but turns out, there are no Prince Charming's in real life... You just fall in love with some regular dude who may or may not be the one for you, get your heart broken/ get married (if he will commit to you), produce babies that will look like him and you combine but it will never be a happily and ever after. It'll just happy next 20 years with hormones running around the house and ungrateful brats who will just say that you don't understand them and all that crap, having to spend money on them and they just might end up putting you in an old folks home cause your giving them a hard time. Right.
Ha, I'm challenging the very basis of holy Matrimony. In this time of age where getting cheated on is as likely as 1,2,3, who would want to get married anyway? And its not as if now we talk things out, we just toss them, hope they never come back, screw over some idiotic bimbo and never hear from your ex-spouse ever again. It's like love doesn't exist anymore O: Not to mention the 7 year itch. Love is just wayy too much for most people (and me) to handle. As the old saying goes... Never touch it unless you want to get burn.
Kinda like this song if anything ever turns out bad... This kind of songs are so heart renderingly painful but still you listen to them and why? Because you can relate. You can relate when someone's thrown you away like you were nothing, forgetting about you and living life like you didn't mean anything to them and you just think that maybe... Things weren't meant to be.
And you keep on questioning "you said you loved me, but why did you leave?", "can things ever get better to normal?", "will that person ever come back?", "how can I forget them?" when its so obvious that they aren't. Things were never meant to be this way, love doesn't just turn around and catch you again. You would have to stop searching and hopefully, it would give you another chance.
;But his love is still in me, like a broken arrow.
Labels: boredom, feelings, funny vid, heartbreak, songs
The One that got away.
The meaning of the one that got away? It means losing someone that you thought was "The One" by circumstantial or a personal choice. It's never easy losing someone that you thought was perfect for you. It's hard to push away all of the other feelings, especially if that "One" was also your first one. I guess thats what I thought when I heard Katy Perry's "The One That Got Away":
In another life,
I would make you stay,
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away :)
Caution, this song and the video might make you start crying and if you are a really softhearted, sentimental person (such as moi) you'd be blubbering in front of the computer already :D
My now favourite quote: The past is like a handful of dust, it filters through your fingers, little by little...
Labels: feelings, heartbreak, music
