Mixed Feelings
I dunno why, but today I feel really, really sad. Like I pretend to be happy for no apparent reason and fake a smile most of the time... Its honestly like trying to hold back the sea. I seriously need a holiday to a seaside, its like I'm yearning for a chance to stand by edge of the water and absorbing the sunshine and peaceful serenity. Well, that is just a daydream. But today was totally fun, had lots of laughs with friends while we were playing truth or dare. The game consisted of dirty jokes (WHAT? We are 15 anyway XD), one of my guy friends going down on one knee to propose to my friend (random huh?) and lots of more dirty and gay moves... One of my friends was even dared to hug me in a romantic embrace and she was a girl... If it was someone else *wink and a knowing smile* then I would have oblige but... Nevermind, still had tons of fun =)
This whole week we have the sukantara where we basically run around embaressing ourselves and trying so hard not to fall down... But another day and it will all be over =D
Told you the vid was out and the boys look like angels <3
But this video is slightly mirrored.. Okay, totally mirrored but they still look awesome =D
Labels: angels, BTR, love, worldwide
Birthday Wish
Yup, today's my special day, not much, but still meaningful =) And it was kinda like the second best birthday ever =) And I do kinda feel old... Must be the mood of today. Well, it was kinda sweet, got a card from a special someone and a homemade hand craft from my close friend plus a few wishes here and there, was mostly happy throughout the whole day =DI still couldn't get my Benefit Finding Mr. Bright because they don't have Benefit in Sasa,
Well, at least I got to spend it with my family and friends... I am truly blessed =')
Yeah, I know.
Just wanna end this post with a song dedicated to a very special person in my life:
And thats why I smile,
Its been a while since everyday and everything has felt this right,
And now, you turn it all around and suddenly your all I need,
The reason why, I smile ♥
OMG! OMG! I cannot believe it!! Third best birthday gift ever!! Big Time Rush's "Worldwide" is out!!
And on today too!!!!
But darn it, can't watch cuz embed was disabled by request XP
Oh well, boy I'll be thinking about you worldwide ♥
Labels: birthday, BTR, happiness, smile, worldwide