Labels: anger, feelings, sad

You know like the song "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter where he says "You're faking a smile with the coffee you go". So yeah, had a bad day. Felt like pulling a face and looking like wanna beat up someone up for the whole day.

Drama with friends, got slammed down hard when I shared my feelings with a few people, oily greasy hair early in the morning, stinked of sweat the whole day, and got my exam results. And guess what? Failed Add Maths and mediocre results for everything. So I'm sorry if I yell at you, snap or whatever, people have fucking bad days too kay? Plus I passed on the chance to watch Hunger Games for this Thursday. Fuck.


So, now you know. And okay, I won't ruin your dandy fucking perfect life with this post. You want naked boobs with camwhore pics? Go get a fucking bimbo's blog where being happy and perfect is the only fucking thing she thinks about.

I have a life and its not pretty sometimes okay?





;If this was a movie, you'll be here by now.




But I remember how it was back then, locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing, cause nothing like this ever happened to them ♥

Labels: anger, feelings, heartbreak, rant

 See No More, the new single from Joe Jonas is so coolll and it totally describes what I'm going through now... And there's one part going:

I don't wanna wait for you
I don't wanna wake up thinkin, hopin
You'll get it right this time
Cause you know that you’re so cold
I don't wanna see no more
And I can’t get away from you

I was a total idiot for giving you so much chances and I shouldn't have... I honestly feel that it is totally wasted:

It was so easy to trust you baby
Guess I was so stupid baby
I didn't ever think that this would come
You’re runnin right to another one

I really want things to be settled and I don't wanna wake up to another heartbreak everyday, because I wanna love my life and if that means being self centered and loving myself more than anyone else then I would do that also... Regardless of anyone that I have to push out of my life =)

I used to be afraid of letting go
The fragile part of me, i’m here right now
I need you to set me free
I can see it in your eyes
That you won’t blame on me this time
No, never
And I want you back but I won’t look back, no

All I keep seeing is your picture but I don't wanna see no more =)

Labels: anger, feelings, music

 Finally! Its Friday, can't tell how much I really want a break =) This week was quite uneventful cuz
1)Sukantara, but actually met new people
2)I get yelled at for every single thing I do whether its right or wrong and;
3) I am so sick and tired of that bitch and her gang like honestly, can you do the world a favour and   drop dead you lesbian bitch... Swt, always causing problems for me just cause you can't open your stupid eyes to see that you have no real friends at all and they are all using you in some way or another and you take that as a reason to prove that you are better than me? Trust me, you haven't seen yourself in the mirror... You are wayy far from perfect cuz you are bitchy, a boastful twit and a total arse. GO GET A LIFE!

Bitch, you just ain't worth it to get mad about... You and your little shallow minded posse can just go the fcuk of in another direction and leave me alone... Trust me, I am stuck with you, okay and if it were up to me,  I wish you could just move to another school so that I won't have to see your stinking face ever again. You and all your blonde friends =)
Change of mood... I actually can't believe that I would be this mean to someone and let myself stoop down on their level, I mean come on, the whole world is already filled with enough bitches, why do I need to contribute to the ever growing number?
Well, guess thats it, you won't be missed, even if you happen to fall down into a hole while it was open  for hell than I wish you sayonara =)

Labels: anger, rant

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