Cliche Reason
Cheating.
I despise that word. It seems to me that this very horrible yet cliche reason for every relationship to end. I've seen it happen to people that I love before and the results and emotions often accompanying it is very, very devastating.
I can understand though, when you put your trust, hope, and love into someone; share your heart with them and what do they do? They turn around and give your love to someone else. Not only will you feel betrayed, it's just like everything came crashing down on you... You feel fragile and easily broken. To some extent, emotionally violated, even. Cheating seems to be something of a norm nowadays... Where most relationships end because of this.
Cheating can come in many ways, physically and emotionally. I think I've even heard once financially but its something I'm vague about.
Reason? Some people do it for because they're lonely, attention deprived and in even more worse, because they just like it. Remember, if you have been cheated on, its not the end, heal, if you fall down, don't let it deter you. And if your the one doing all the cheating, just think before you act and always keep in mind there's a thing called karma :)
This pic was so related to this post:
Inspired by a Blogthings quiz "Could You Cheat On Someone?" here :D
;There's a whole lot of things I will forgive but I just can't take a liar.
Labels: heartbreak, sadness
Sad Songs
The new song from Taylor Swift has finally been release and as usual, it is soo awesome :D
This song talks about something most of us who has been in love goes through; wanting the person back, wishing they were at our front door... Ah, this things happen all the time anyway. I have always thought all of Taylor Swift's songs were really easy to relate to. Some of the saddest love songs I've heard are always from her.
If I should ever fall in love again with someone new, it could never be the way I loved you,
Like a first love, the one and only true love,
Wasn't it written all over my face?
I loved you like you loved me like something pure and holy.
Like something that can never be replaced </3
-The Way I Loved You
;I loved you like a first love, the one and only true love, wasn't it written all over my face?
Labels: heartbreak, new song, sadness
SICK!
Not so much to say today, but just that I'm really sick... Head feels heavy like lead. Even sick, I still want to blog cause I'm a hardworking person like that *trollface*. Jk, I'm just bored. I can't believe on the day on the release of Breaking Dawn and I'm at home with a head full of snot... Sooo not fun. Funny this now, I was dozing of (the fever does that to you) and I had an awesome dream of me walking in 5 inch Aldo high heels. Yes, Aldo, a really, really expensive brand of shoes all the way from Canada, THAT Aldo. Oh well, it was just a dream anyway... But still, I couldn't get those shoes out of my head... Just imagining walking in them *drools*
I would have bought those shoes but they were really expensive... The cheapest was RM175, and that was after a 70% discount!!
But anyway, they are really stylish :D
Not enough to make my dry, starving wallet cry, I found some other awesome (but not own-able) pair of high heels from the official website (they sell, they ship, but me can't afford T_T)
The other day I went to Aldo in QB and was shock to see that the red, peep toe, 5 inch pumps were RM360 :OOO So there goes byebye to my shoe fetish dream *sniffs*
Wanted to end this post with this pic I found on facebook:
You said goodbye, you walked away, you forgot about me.... You said you would never leave me, that we were in it for good, but it turns out all of it was a huge hoax. We were the same as everyone else. All those promises that we made were not kept, a life I thought I would have with you, turned out all messed up *sigh* I wish I could abandon my memories of you because you don't know how painful it is to still love, remember and wait for someone who won't do the same.
;You said we'd be together forever but in the end, we're the same as others.
Labels: facebook, fashion, heartbreak
Breaking Dawn Part 1
Okay, so like everyone knows that Breaking Dawn part 1 is gonna be released tomorrow (Malaysian release date) and I am so freaking excited! :D I soo can't wait to watch this movie and get the soundtrack :D I noticed that every Twilight saga movie is released during the school holidays (a.k.a November). Really, really excited to want to watch this movie :D One of the songs from the soundtrack:It will rain if I don't ever get to see Breaking Dawn T_T
Another awesome song:
I can't wait to see the wedding scene where Bella will be walking down the aisle and to see her wedding dress :D
And there you go, the wedding scene, pieced together by moi *might not be in the same order*
Whenever I tell my friends that I can't wait to see the honeymoon scene because it's filmed in some iddylic,tropical island that has amazing views, all of them are like "HOR! I know what scene are you waiting for!" with this face:
Heck no, I really love the Rio scene, just as it is *more innocent face* xD
All in all, I seriously want to go watch that movie and just spend time with my friends too... *sniff* I miss them so much *sad face* :(
Labels: movie, songs, weddings
Split In Two
Getting really bored with the school holidays cuz there relly much to do... Mum keeps on saying that I should go and help part time or something like that just to fill in my time... And to think its barely one week yet! Well, the best thing to do if your always bored has to be... Blogthings :D Gosh, this site is aweasome, there is so much varieties of quizzes to keep you entertained, plus, who doesn't like the pizza test? ;DLol, what she is saying is totally true xD
I even thought that my Prince charming would suddenly come for me but turns out, there are no Prince Charming's in real life... You just fall in love with some regular dude who may or may not be the one for you, get your heart broken/ get married (if he will commit to you), produce babies that will look like him and you combine but it will never be a happily and ever after. It'll just happy next 20 years with hormones running around the house and ungrateful brats who will just say that you don't understand them and all that crap, having to spend money on them and they just might end up putting you in an old folks home cause your giving them a hard time. Right.
Ha, I'm challenging the very basis of holy Matrimony. In this time of age where getting cheated on is as likely as 1,2,3, who would want to get married anyway? And its not as if now we talk things out, we just toss them, hope they never come back, screw over some idiotic bimbo and never hear from your ex-spouse ever again. It's like love doesn't exist anymore O: Not to mention the 7 year itch. Love is just wayy too much for most people (and me) to handle. As the old saying goes... Never touch it unless you want to get burn.
Kinda like this song if anything ever turns out bad... This kind of songs are so heart renderingly painful but still you listen to them and why? Because you can relate. You can relate when someone's thrown you away like you were nothing, forgetting about you and living life like you didn't mean anything to them and you just think that maybe... Things weren't meant to be.
And you keep on questioning "you said you loved me, but why did you leave?", "can things ever get better to normal?", "will that person ever come back?", "how can I forget them?" when its so obvious that they aren't. Things were never meant to be this way, love doesn't just turn around and catch you again. You would have to stop searching and hopefully, it would give you another chance.
;But his love is still in me, like a broken arrow.
Labels: boredom, feelings, funny vid, heartbreak, songs
My Transformation :D
To welcome the Christmas season, I decided to get a facial, a new haircut (also in honor of Breaking Dawn, Alice Cullen inspired haircut - what else?) and really soon, a pedicure!
My before pic:
My after pic:
Might not see much difference but now my hair is actually 4 inches shorter and gotta thank the stylist for making my hair look younger ^^ Feel emotionally and physically lighter now that my hair's shorter...
P.S: Indulging in some vanity, which is every girls right :D
Kinda emo, but I really love this song :D
;Instead of saying time heals everything, tell me something that really works.
Labels: new look, songs, vanity
What would I do if I had a lover?
I would play in the rain with him;
debate over every little thing that could possibly exist;
listen if he had probs and not be shy to tell him mine;
hold his hand even in public;
go to an amusement park;
piggy back riding is a must :D ;
tell him all my dreams;
fall asleep next to him;
tell him I miss him when we are apart;
not be afraid to try something new;
trust him;
kissing him on the street;
watch the sunrise/sunset together with him;
tell him I love him every freaking day of the year :D
The song is so damn sweett :D Kinda makes me feel jealous cuz those two are so cute together... :) Sometimes one just miss the feeling of falling in love with someone that you are really close with.... Yeah, love really is unpredictable :D
Found some really sweet quotes from facebook that are also meaningful and they go like this:
My beloved Taeyang a.k.a TaeTae <3
P.S: I think I've found The One :D Refer to my new awesome blogskin, it's so pwetty :3
Labels: facebook, love, love song, quotes
Byebye Form 3 :(
Well, today's the last day of me being a Form 3 (although I didn't really go to school today - skipped it for the love of subway :d) and I'm having lots of emotions... Mostly NOSTALGIA. I love that word :) Well, I am going to miss all of my friends, but anyway, I hope I will get to see them soon... Like, as in, 3 days later :D 
Me and Vivi! :D Gosh, I'm gonna miss her craziness xD
Me, Vivi and Farah (a.k.a Mrs. Seung Ri)
Me and Sarah :D
Nad and me :D I'm gonna miss my so called "estranged daughter" xD
And not to mention most new friends I met and hope to stay friends after a loonngggg time :D
Ah, one of the great memories was during Viv's 16th birthday... As I recall, we had a ton of fun ;D
Form 3 was one of those roller coaster school years due to PMR and tons of exam stress but look beyond the thorns and see the roses, you will find that 15 is gonna be the most memorable year of your, like, life :D New friends, a whole new environment, your first taste of responsibility, your first love (on my part), basically just what everyone says it will be: The most exhilarating ride of your life :) A lot of emotions, good or bad, shown but all in all, kinda fun :) Sometimes I can't believe that everything I have always wanted years ago, I am getting now at this age :)
I'm gonna miss being 15, but at the same time, you just feel like you can't wait to grow up :)
Labels: feelings, friends, nostalgia
Pink and more pink.
Well, as you can see, I've changed my blogskin yet again but for a good reason, one being, the old one had tons of problems and what not. Pink is yet my color again. I like girly cute things like that :)So, for the fun of it, I went and googled "what does your favourite color say about you?" and as my fav is.. Of course - pink, here's what the result said:
Pink: This color embodies the gentler qualities of Red, symbolizing love and affection without passion. Women who prefer Pink tend to be maternal. Pink desires protection, special treatment and a sheltered life. Pink people require affection and like to feel loved and secure, perhaps wanting to appear delicate and fragile. Pink people tend to be charming and gentle, if a trifle indefinite.
And then I realised, yeah, that so totally describes half of me :D Plus there's even a song about it:
Pink it's my new obsession
Pink it's not even a question,
Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause
Pink is the love you discover
Pink as the bing on your cherry
Pink 'cause you are so very
Pink it's the color of passion
'Cause today it just goes with the fashion
Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light, and
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
You could be my flamingo
'Coz pink is the new kinda lingo
Pink like a deco umbrella
It's kink - but you don't ever tell her
Pink it was love at first sight, and
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
I want to be your lover
I wanna wrap you in rubber
As pink as the sheets that we lay on
Pink it's my favorite crayon, yeah
Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink it's like red but not quite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
Pink it's not even a question,
Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause
Pink is the love you discover
Pink as the bing on your cherry
Pink 'cause you are so very
Pink it's the color of passion
'Cause today it just goes with the fashion
Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light, and
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
You could be my flamingo
'Coz pink is the new kinda lingo
Pink like a deco umbrella
It's kink - but you don't ever tell her
Pink it was love at first sight, and
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
I want to be your lover
I wanna wrap you in rubber
As pink as the sheets that we lay on
Pink it's my favorite crayon, yeah
Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink it's like red but not quite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
Oh, and there's even a singer named P!nk, love her music.
In the pink of health;
Tickle me pink!
Dude, they even have sayings! :D
Some really cute-sy, pink pictures I found and mostly, there are stuff in pink that I want too:
My fav Sony Cyber shot in what else? Pink!
Pink Xperia Ray (my dream, dream phone ^^)
Well, thats all the pinkness for today :) Crazy in pink, la-te-da-da-da
Dang, I've gone nuts.
Second Chances
Borrowed this book from Sarah called Second Chance by Jane Green and the book was just plain amazing :D 
This story talks about a bunch of friends who are reunited after 21 years because of the death of one of thier best friends. The friends then question everything in their life from their marriages to the state of their lifes and we see a lot of interesting yet horrible events that at the end, give them a second chance at life :) Basically its just a story about friendship, fate and life.
Chick-lits always make me go all swoony inside :D
OMG, I found this song when I was just browsing along and it has such an awesomely sexy beat:
Don't know what you think I'm after,
Don't think I can take it anymore,
Don't know what you think I'm after ,
What do you take me for? What do you take me for?
Then I'm like whatever,
Go on through the front door,
Bye I'll see you later,
What do you take me for? What do you take me for?
Sometimes you feel like asking life "What do you take me for?" ;)
