The song is so damn sweett :D Kinda makes me feel jealous cuz those two are so cute together... :) Sometimes one just miss the feeling of falling in love with someone that you are really close with.... Yeah, love really is unpredictable :D

Found some really sweet quotes from facebook that are also meaningful and they go like this:

Labels: facebook, love, love song, quotes

 Well, today's the last day of me being a Form 3 (although I didn't really go to school today - skipped it for the love of subway :d) and I'm having lots of emotions... Mostly NOSTALGIA. I love that word :) Well, I am going to miss all of my friends, but anyway, I hope I will get to see them soon... Like, as in, 3 days later :D





Ah, one of the great memories was during Viv's 16th birthday... As I recall, we had a ton of fun ;D

Form 3 was one of those roller coaster school years due to PMR and tons of exam stress but look beyond the thorns and see the roses, you will find that 15 is gonna be the most memorable year of your, like, life :D New friends, a whole new environment, your first taste of responsibility, your first love (on my part), basically just what everyone says it will be: The most exhilarating ride of your life :) A lot of emotions, good or bad, shown but all in all, kinda fun :) Sometimes I can't believe that everything I have always wanted years ago, I am getting now at this age :)
 I'm gonna miss being 15, but at the same time, you just feel like you can't wait to grow up :)

Labels: feelings, friends, nostalgia

 Well, as you can see, I've changed my blogskin yet again but for a good reason, one being, the old one had tons of problems and what not. Pink is yet my color again. I like girly cute things like that :)
So, for the fun of it, I went and googled "what does your favourite color say about you?" and as my fav is.. Of course - pink, here's what the result said:


Pink: This color embodies the gentler qualities of Red, symbolizing love and affection without passion. Women who prefer Pink tend to be maternal. Pink desires protection, special treatment and a sheltered life. Pink people require affection and like to feel loved and secure, perhaps wanting to appear delicate and fragile. Pink people tend to be charming and gentle, if a trifle indefinite.


And then I realised, yeah, that so totally describes half of me :D Plus there's even a song about it:



    

Oh, and there's even a singer named P!nk, love her music.



In the pink of health;
Tickle me pink!
Dude, they even have sayings! :D






Some really cute-sy, pink pictures I found and mostly, there are stuff in pink that I want too:

Labels: obsession, pink

 Borrowed this book from Sarah called Second Chance by Jane Green and the book was just plain amazing :D

   

Labels: book, new song

 Okay, so like today was Penggy's birthday and I got invited to his seriously huge, posh house and had tons of fun spending time with those crazy friends of mine :D We also met other guys from different schools and they were really nice too :)
  Fun things like; a BBQ dinner under the setting sun, cycling (for the first time in 5 years) to the beach, playing frisbee, a couple asking us if we could pose for their wedding photoshoot as one big group, watching movies and playing Twister for the first time in my life (I meant the Twister)  :D













 My butt still hurts from cycling for the first time in 5 years D:
 Best part? Laughing, screaming and joking for 5 hours straight until my facial muscles hurt... Not to mention those Twister chinks in our ligaments :D
 All in all, a totally awesome day I might add :D
 P.S: Would have taken pictures but my camera... Well, the charger broke, the connecting cabel is lost and so my camera is totally MIA right now *sniff*

*re-edited*
This post was originally from 13/11/2011 which was like the longest time ever cause my camera's charger broke so I got it fixed and voila, new edited post. Sorry for the inconvinience wtf.


;Stay up late, we don't sleep, got our friends, got tonight so we'll be alright.

Labels: friends, fun

 The meaning of the one that got away? It means losing someone that you thought was "The One" by circumstantial or a personal choice. It's never easy losing someone that you thought was perfect for you. It's hard to push away all of the other feelings, especially if that "One" was also your first one. I guess thats what I thought when I heard Katy Perry's "The One That Got Away":

Labels: feelings, heartbreak, music

 Jason Derulo. Dang, he's hot. He should be crowned the King Of Sweet Words That You Should Say To Your Girlfriend. Dang, thats a lonnggg title :D
 Filling my time up with things that keep my mind super busy... No time for thinking, not even giving you another minute or hour or any other day.
 Back to Jason Derulo.
 He is so damn schmexyyyy!! :D I especially love this song:



And:

Labels: date, music, wish

 Things will get better one day, I wish it will be though sooner than later. I just want to move on and forget that things ever did happen. I wish I could be strong without you there for me. I hate this feeling, I now even hate thinking about you, but its never you. I don't blame you, neither do I blame myself for feeling this kind of things. But I sure do miss you, a whole lot and thats one feeling I seriously don't like.
On a much more happier note, I am totally in love with Coldplay's "Paradise" <3
That song gives me goosebumps and chills :D



Their album's name is so cool... At first I thought it was just gibberish but now, it actually sounds cool :D Mylo Xyloto... I could say that for 50 times and never get tired... :D Its funny, cuz I've never really liked Coldplay but now I think they're songs are really awesome. And their album cover art is super creative, not to mention that ;)
During this next few months, I made a promise to blog everyday to document my emotional state through this breakup. Makes me sound like I'm my own Science experiment, but I just need to find a trend here... Tryimg to find out patterns in my emotional state throughout this whole year so that I'll just know. Curiousity really makes a person act weird. You know what? Maybe this really isn't such a great idea after all --

Labels: music, rant

 Its really funny that everythings been happening around me for such a short time, maybe a week perhaps, that I haven't even gotten use to the fact that yeah, you're gone alredy. Not gone as if totally gone, gone, but just... Not there for me in the way that I wanted. I know things will never be the same but I really don't know whether I should still hope or not? Fine... NOT.  It's also really funny now that I don't wake up early in the morning anymore and find myself missing you so much that I wanted to call you up and everything. Now, its more as if a different me is taking over, a me who is so afraid of commitment, someone who has walls up and who pretends to be happy even though she's not... I really don't like this new me, but what can I do anyway? I miss the me who was with you, she was way happier, didn't always feel numb, always felt something because of you (anger, fusteration, happiness, feeling as if I wanted to speak my mind out... Ah, good times). The point is that at least the old me had feelings and not walk around all day pretending as if everything is okay when it is so definitely NOT. And this feeling of helplessness... It sickens me just to think about, the constant what if's, the wanting to have you back, I hate all of those feelings.


 Sometimes I wish that things would get back to normal, to the life that I'm used to but no, it can't be that way. I know you and I know me already all too well. if we would get back together, things will still be unsolved, there will be tons of misunderstandings because of our huge ego's and yeah, nobody will be much happy anyway. I know all this but somehow I just can't accept it.

Labels: feelings

 This post is dedicated to someone who was really close to me, who was the most important person but now who can't be with me. I understand that right now, you can't be with me but I seriously hope that you will still remember me. What we had was really, really special to me, the feelings are all still pretty much there and I will never ever forget about you. Ever. You really were the best thing that's ever been mine and I wasn' ready to let it go. But now, I guess I have to. Hope you will be happier than you ever really were and maybe one day, things between us will turn out for the better. Istillloveyou. I will still remember all of our promises, good memories, the bad. Every laughter, tear, mistakes and memories will be as fresh as the day I still remember that you told me you loved me for the first time. You truely did change my life and even though you're not with me now, I will never forget that :) I hope you won't too :)

Labels: feelings

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