You got things running through my mind
Thinking if you were the person I could'nt find.
We had our ups and downs
Which gave me smiles and frowns;
I keep tellin myself that if the situation don't fit,
You should try again and don't quit.
But there are times when you go over the line
I call you and you press decline.
Boy just please tell me how you really feel
Because I know you and I made a deal
I want to keep you but then I don't
Baby please keep it real and don't front.
Maybe I should let you know how I feel,
Boy I want to let you go and I'll chill.
2011 simplified.
Way long overdue post since its like 3 of January now but well, I still have one more day before school starts (with the possibility of add maths, biology, physics and more scary subjects *shudders*) to get on with this blog post and so, I shall :DFirst of, 2011, has been an amazing year full of ups and downs but it would deff make my list as the year where I got everything I've always wanted... Like five years back #trollface.
Starting of, I played the piano for the first time,
I had a boyfriend for the first time,
went for a date, for the first time,
beach party with friends for the first time,
broke up for the first time, got straight A's!
after I thought I couldn't do it, listened to FOR THE FIRST TIME and went to the last class for the first time in my life :O
Confused? Yeah, so am I. Well, it was such a confusing year, even Confucius was confused listening to it #true story.
Well, I hope this year will be another year where all of my dreams transformed into reality (God, I hope so) and another year of growing up and learning... Just in a more GENTLER way.
Let 2012 be a year of abundance, luck and full of love for everyone... I hope for the same for my fate too #LOL.
;I don't know where your going, just get your ass back home.
Labels: confuse, happiness, the new year
come pain, come hurt, see the halo
"Come pain, come hurt, see the halo ha-ha-halo~" I still can't get over those song lyrics :D Ah, love that song :) I found an awesome poem in the net, and it's titled "Confuse" it goes somehow like this
Which somehow describes what I once was going through. Am I too young to go through all of this or is this somehow part of life's twisted game? Should I go through this or just give up... Ah, questions of the heart, they never cease to amaze me xD
Actually, words can't express whats on my mind or the feelings that I'm going through. I dunno why, but somehow I feel like there;s an empty void in me... like somethings missing but somehow I can't put a finger on what it is o.0
P.S: You know what, its time I walked away.
Labels: confuse, hurt, questions
