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    The Big Bang theory

     I'm starting to notice a freaky trend in my taste of music nowadays... I'm starting to like bands that all start with the word 'Big' e.g: Big Time Rush and now, Big Bang :O Ah well, at least both of those mentioned bands have really great songs :) Plus Taeyang is soooo adorable!
    It started when I fell in love with their song 'Haru Haru' and 'Tonight'






    This is their original MV for 'Tonight' :D And Taeyang is so cool and cute in this vid :D I'm usually not a fan of Korean bands, but I think they could be the only exception <3 And the best thing? Most of everyone I know are fans of them :) Another reason they are so awesome is because they even sing great live... Especially 'Haru Haru' the acoustic version.



    There's also "Tell Me Goodbye" which tells the story of this pair who has to seperate for some reason... Especially love the part where Daesung says "being by my side merely is not kindness baby" :D Well, I think that was what he said (I had to get the help of subs for that one). But I sure do love that song... And Taeyang :D



    There's a weird trend now in all my music tastes cuz I just noticed that every band I like... Like really like, like, all starts with a "big" in the front e.g: Big Bang and Big Time Rush.... I just had to repeat that of course to tactfully bring in Big Time Rush :D
    Speaking of Big Time Rush, they now have a new album on the way (kinda sounds like I'm proclaiming a pregnancy over here) and the due date is 11.21.11 <3 I just couldn't love that date even more :) Actually, I have no apparent reason to love that date but I just do :)

    The album is called "Elevate" and it is said that;


    ‎10 details revealed by Big Time Rush!:-

    1. The album's name is Elevate and the release date is 11.21.11
    2. The boys were in Canada during the live chat and they are currently filming Big Time Movie!
    3. One of the songs in the album is called No Idea and it is a ballad
    4. Another song called Love Me, Love Me is included in the album and it's an upbeat party song
    5. The first single that will be released is called Music Sounds Better With You! The boys co-wrote the song with Ryan Tedder
    6. Most of the tracks in Elevate were written by BTR
    7. The album can be pre-ordered starting Nov.1, a day before Kendall's birthday
    8. The song You're Not Alone is dedicated to all BTR fans
    9. Carlos wrote the song Invisible while thinking of the fans
    10. Be creative and create a 11.21.11 picture and put it as your Twitter pic during the week of the album's release and the best ones will get shout-outs from the boys!


    Num 10 is just really optional but its official! BTR will be releasing their new album by mid-November! :D Wow, and too think their debut album just came out at the start of this year... This boys sure do work fast... *stunned*


    <3


    Oh boy, you have no idea :)

    Everything post PMR is all good, no that much signs of stress anymore... Half of the time I don't even remember sitting for the exam. I kinda just remember bits and pieces of it... Of course, who would want to remind themselves of all the panicky memories? Thank You Lord for this short term memory loss :D 

    Status after PMR activities: Totally bored and irrelevent even to come to school... But forced to and
                                                  as usual, being drawn back by something ;)

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    "The Big Bang theory" was Posted On: October 20, 2011 @Thursday, October 20, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Smile Once More

     PMR is seriously putting a strain on me, even though that I don't show it but it is.. And the only way I'm releasing it is by channeling all of the negative emotions into something and showing it to someone who means a lot to me... Now I finally understand and I'm touched by how he managed to handle me all those months where I was as lifeless as a dead fish (that ain't really livable at all, though). But now... I don't know whether I did a mistake, said something wrong, DID something wrong but all I know is that maybe things have to change for the better... We have to change for the better :)
     I know PMR is in 3 days time, but I need at least to feel better first and now I can face up my exam with more optimism... Cuz being sad during an exam week, is never advisable :( But to apologize or talk about it... I have to first put aside my ego.. Dang, I can already feel the physical pain in doing that... But who knows, things might be different.
     But right now, the most important thing and person to me is millions of miles away, emotionally and physically... I'm not sad.. Just a feeling of numbness that I can't comprehand... Like the calm before a storm or emotionally shutting of to all of your problems for the better... I don't really know what this feeling is called but its scaring the heck out of me and I just need to feel your arms around me one more time to feel alive...
     I don't want much, I just want to be happy... I mean, everyone has their own bad days and its inevitable, but just for once, just for me, please smile and be happy :( That's all I want to ask from you :)


    And you smiling at me again :(

    "Smile Once More" was Posted On: September 30, 2011 @Friday, September 30, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Not Meant To Be

            Its never enough, to say I'm sorry
    It's never enough to say I care
    But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
    Knowing if I give that to you, I might just disappear
    Nobody wins when everyone's losing 

    (Chorus) 
    Its like one step forward and two steps back
    No matter what I do your always mad
    And I, I can't change your mind 
    Its like trying to turn around on a one way street 
    I can't give you what you want and its killing me 
    And I, I'm starting to see, maybe we're not meant to be

    It's never enough to say I love you 
    No, it's never enough to say I try 
    It's hard to believe, that there's no way out for you and me
    And it seems to be the story of our lives
    Nobody wins when everyone's losing 

    (Chorus) 
    Its like one step forward and two steps back
    No matter what I do your always mad
    And I, I can't change your mind 
    Its like trying to turn around on a one way street 
    I can't give you what you want and its killing me 
    And I, I'm starting to see, maybe we're not meant to be

    There's still time to turn this around 
    You could be building this up instead of tearing it down 
    But I keep thinking, maybe it's too late 

    (Chorus) 
    Its like one step forward and two steps back
    No matter what I do your always mad
    And I, I can't change your mind 
    Its like trying to turn around on a one way street 
    I can't give you what you want and its killing me 
    And I, I'm starting to see, maybe we're not meant to be

    Its like one step foward and two steps back 
    No matter what I do, your always mad 
    And I, baby I'm sorry to see
    Maybe we're not meant to be
                                                                                                        

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    "Not Meant To Be" was Posted On: September 10, 2011 @Saturday, September 10, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    School Holidays fading :(

     School holidays are going by so fast and  now I have at least 2 more days before school starts and then the PMR stress will be coming at full speed (considering the exam will start at October XP) So far during this school holidays, there has been a lot of running around, going out... Seriously... Gurney, Straits Quay, Queens, an open house (the latter my absolute favourite) and today also have to go out to Sunshine for some shopping and an appointment... wow, I didn't even rest throughout this whole holidays XD The downside, no time to study, just managed to read a little bit of History and Science... Ah, suffice enough :)
    Beyonce's new song :D



    Fell in love with this song when I heard it on MTV's Video Music Awards :D

    P.S: Please be happy with her so that I can move on :)
    I'm still in love with that song :D
    And school just started XP



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    "School Holidays fading :(" was Posted On: September 5, 2011 @Monday, September 05, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    New BTR songs :D

      BTR released 2 new songs ever since the start of the month, so excited that they would be starting on their new album already :3 And hopefully their Worldwide tour... A girl can hope :D



    This song was done in the episode "Big Time Single" cuz it was during that time that Kendall was forced to break up with Jo cuz she would be going to New Zealand to shoot her new movie for THREE years , they decided they couldn't handle long distances and they broke up... Which was really sad :( The last part of "Big Time Breakup" where Jo's plane was just leaving and Kendall just stared so dejectedly at the flying plane... That was the saddest part ever :(

    But nvm, there's also a new song out right now called "Blow Your Speakers" :D



    Ahh... Logie is so cute in that song :D
    This song is awesome for jumping around in a concert with the music up, four cute boys on the stage and a light show! :D My imaginations running wild :)
    Hope like crazy that they will come down to Malaysia, I would skip school, run all the way to KL just to catch their concert

    <3

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    "New BTR songs :D" was Posted On: August 28, 2011 @Sunday, August 28, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Interesting :)

     Hey my dear bloggie :D So far everything is going well and hope it stays that way now :) Got my percubaan results and I gotta admit, its not half as bad as I thought it would be... 5A's and 2B's but most of my A's are all borderline A's and that is not really good :( Plus my BM marks reduced by 10 marks D: Gosh... But nevermid, there's still more time to improve... I hope :)



    I am totally in love with this song :D God gave me you~ XD

    God gave me you for the ups and downs
    God gave me you the days of doubts,
    For when I think I've lost my way,
    There are no words here left to say, its true,
    God gave me you <3

    Sweetest love song ever :')

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    "Interesting :)" was Posted On: August 24, 2011 @Wednesday, August 24, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Something Stupid yet Unexpected

     Stupid layout finally gone bonkers and can't even be seen with Google, dunno much about Google Chrome but I think they all give the same result... Lame =/ Turns out, I just had to remove the SCM player to get everything back in order and now my dear bloggie is back <3
     Finally, trials are all done and I'm back to devoting my time to music, my blog and maybe even a lil bit of studying (sometimes). So happy to say that maybe, one day, I'll be putting playing the piano to my lists of interest cuz after 5 years... 5 long years, mum finally said 'yes' to me playing it! :) Just telling cuz I'm seriously happy :D

    One day, when the sky is falling,
    I'll be standing right next to you, right next to you,
    Nothing will ever come between us,
    Cause I'll be standing right next to you :)


          

    And like how the song suggests, "I'll be standing right next to you".
    P.S: You can't control me anymore... You know who you are if your if you ever reading this, I hope so you do :P



    Haha, I'm hungry already XD

    And there is one more song that is really inspirational and makes a great work out song:
        

    Well I'm mad as hell
    I ain't gon' take it no more

    My bag is packed up at the back of your door
    'Cause I don't know who I am no more
    You won the battle but you lost the war

    I've been in denial, now I'm living the truth
    Been down for a while, now I'm standing up to you

    [Chorus]
    This time, this time I'm gonna do it my away
    This time, I'm finding out the hard away
    This time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me
    No more, closing back the real me
    Just wait, in a minute you'll see
    This time, is in time, it's my time
    Getting back to the real me

    Don't try to stop me with the words you say
    'Cause I'm sick and tired of the games you play
    I'm gonna free myself, gonna make a change
    And like a butterfly, I'mma spread my wings
    Been crying for too long, now I'm drying my eyes
    Grounded for so long, now it's time for me to fly

    [Chorus]
    This time, this time I'm gonna do it my away
    This time, I'm finding out the hard away
    This time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me
    No more, closing back the real me
    Just wait, in a minute you'll see
    This time, is in time, it's my time
    Getting back to the real me

    [Bridge]
    I'm mad as hell
    I can't take it no more
    My bag is packed up at the back of your door

    I promise you, this time!

    [Chorus]
    This time, this time I'm gonna do it my away
    This time, I'm finding out the hard away
    This time, I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me
    No more, closing back the real me
    Just wait, in a minute you'll see
    This time, is in time, it's my time
    Getting back to the real me

    She can even sing this song great in LIVE. If that ain't awesome, I don't know what is... (Really regret not watching American Idol to watch her sing) Well, I wish her album would come out quick cuz I'm gonna buy it :D
    Plus this song so describes what I'm feeling right now... Its amazing how some songs can sound like something you've been holding in for a long time but comes out sounding amazingly like how your feeling :)

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    "Something Stupid yet Unexpected" was Posted On: August 17, 2011 @Wednesday, August 17, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    Best Thing I Never Had :P

     To think that there was a time that I almost loved you, you showed your a$$, and I, I saw the real you... thank God you blew it, thank god I dodged the bullet, I'm so over you baby, so good looking out :) Cuz you turned out to be the best thing I never had :D

    P.S: Percubaan still isn't done T.T

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    "Best Thing I Never Had :P" was Posted On: August 13, 2011 @Saturday, August 13, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    J'adore :D


    I love this finger thingys.... They are so cutee :D And I like the fact that they can tell a story on their own... This is my interpretation of the love story :)
    First time when we met, it felt like as though sparks were flying everywhere as we fell in love with one another. The first few dates, we got to know one another more better and then only did we really find out that we were a match ;) Even through all the hard times, the tough ones where it seems like we wouldn't make it, we did and I am so glad we still have each other by our sides :) At the end of the day, I know I can't really live without you by my side :)
    And that is my interpretation of the index finger love story ♥



    Just really random~


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    "J'adore :D" was Posted On: August 4, 2011 @Thursday, August 04, 2011 | 0 lovely comments
    I'll stop you from turning into a monster :)

     The countdown is beginning... Onw more week till Percubaan... Gah, and to think its on THAT soon... I seriously feel like I wanna die already T.T After this percubaan, I'm gonna plop myself down in front of the comp and downloading tons more of songs, go out with friends (finally), catch a movie with my <3 and tons more... Oh, and also go for a pedicure... Well, a girl can dream :) As if that would happen...

    Monster by Paramore... I am totally in love with that song :)

    I'll stop the whole world, I'll stop the whole world from turning into a monster~

    P.S: L is for the way you look at me;
           O is for the only one I see;
           V is very, very, extra ordinary;
           E is even more than anyone that you adore,
           Two in love can make it, take my heart but please don't break it,
           love was made for me and you :D <3

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    "I'll stop you from turning into a monster :)" was Posted On: August 2, 2011 @Tuesday, August 02, 2011 | 0 lovely comments


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