Mood: Apprehensive

2nd day of being a Form 4 already and its really... Intimidating. Like seriously, all the new tough subjects, new format (all subjective), new teachers (oh yeah, one of those too) and a new class, its gonna be a rough time to start all over again. And believe me, I'm really apprehensive about starting all over again... After what I've been through this past holiday *shudders*

Mood (on certain days): Missing... Missing... *gags on words* HIM. Oh God, I finally said it.

Yeah, well, I know I'm already suppose to be over him since its been like already 2 months since all this crap has been happening... But somehow, I get stopped in my tracks and when I think about it, of course I do miss him. Miss him or miss us, that's the thing I'm not sure about.

Well, DUH I'm suppose to be missing him (I wouldn't be a normal human being if I didn't miss the memories of someone I used to love) , whenever I walk around the whole school there are memories of us everywhere, the place where we use to sit down and talk (or was it standing up? My memory's been too hazy), and every single fucking day I have to pass by the same laluan where he and I first sneaked of away from school for our first official date. It's like there, Tenny, I am making you suffer by looking at the place where we used to walk, hold hands, laugh etc...

Sometimes, I have to crazy swallow my tears, look like I have a really bad case of allergies, and go on with my life... Like this guy:

Labels: missing, school, weirdness

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