Merdeka Day 2012
Okay, I know this entry is like 2 months late (almost 2 months?) cause I am such a lazy blogger. No la, I had exams. But also very lazy.
So after 2 months, here's the post:
School had the Merdeka 1 Raya celebration and this is my second time attending it (I didn't go for last year's one cause I was lazy and didn't want to put on my cheongsam top, lol)
Reached school and started camwhoring like crazy :D
Nad, Ainul and me :)
The whole lot of us; me, Wani, Ainul, Nad and Sarah :D
Outfit of the day (#OOTD): Cheongsam top from Somerset Bay and black skirt from Nichii.
Raya cookies Sarah brought :D
Me and Dee, she's so gorg :O
Nabs and me :)
They had a Union Jack as a symbol of Malaysia finally freeing ourselves from the Brits but all we could think about was the food. Even when they announced "Merdeka!" Nad was like "yay! Merdeka! now gimme my food". Lol.
Me :)
Met up with Sare the Indian ;P Nah, she was just one for the day :D
Duck face :)
Sare and Ryan :D
The food this year was pretty meh, but we still had a good time. Even though there were no tables for us to put our plates on. Until satay sauce spilled on my cheongsam top. FML.
Our faces when our food made a mess outta us :P
Chinese sign and Indian sign :P
Me :)
Me and Zazu :)
Ryan and Zazu :D
Got a pic with Vanny :)
Sare and Vanessa :D
Me with Vanny (again) cause I thought me in the first picture was just too fat x(
Overall, this year's Merdeka 1Raya celebration was alright and it might probably be my last one throughout my whole school year (I'm gonna be a form 5 next year) so yeah. Happy memories all around :)
Sudden feeling of bittersweetness.
;Distance was a friend of mine, Catching breath in a web of lies.
Catching my breath, letting it go, turning my cheek for the sake of the show ♥
Labels: friends, happiness, memories, missing, school
Culture Shock
Mood: Apprehensive2nd day of being a Form 4 already and its really... Intimidating. Like seriously, all the new tough subjects, new format (all subjective), new teachers (oh yeah, one of those too) and a new class, its gonna be a rough time to start all over again. And believe me, I'm really apprehensive about starting all over again... After what I've been through this past holiday *shudders*
Mood (on certain days): Missing... Missing... *gags on words* HIM. Oh God, I finally said it.
Yeah, well, I know I'm already suppose to be over him since its been like already 2 months since all this crap has been happening... But somehow, I get stopped in my tracks and when I think about it, of course I do miss him. Miss him or miss us, that's the thing I'm not sure about.
Well, DUH I'm suppose to be missing him (I wouldn't be a normal human being if I didn't miss the memories of someone I used to love) , whenever I walk around the whole school there are memories of us everywhere, the place where we use to sit down and talk (or was it standing up? My memory's been too hazy), and every single fucking day I have to pass by the same laluan where he and I first sneaked of away from school for our first official date. It's like there, Tenny, I am making you suffer by looking at the place where we used to walk, hold hands, laugh etc...
Sometimes, I have to crazy swallow my tears, look like I have a really bad case of allergies, and go on with my life... Like this guy:
Yeah, I made him myself... He shall be called, Mr. Loveless :D
Mood 3: Panicky
Tuitions, extra classes, kokurikulum, and homework to think about... Somemore with
ADD MATHS, PHYSICS, CHEMISTRY,
BIOLOGY... I FEEL
LIKE SWEARING RIGHT NOW.
I guess this is what you get when you didn't go for tutition during the school holidays, as one of my teachers aptly puts it "get ready yourself, physically and mentally cause this is gonna be a cultural shock". Wise words, wise words.
;What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stand a little taller.
Labels: missing, school, weirdness
Yawning inducing serenity, good or bad?
Today has been a killer day with NOTHING of absolute interest to do... Well at least you count getting all of your exam marks by this week before the holidays which, frankly, I don't cuz I don't have a chart of mathematical equations hanging in my room =S
Nope, honestly I don't =)
Tomorrow's gonna be Teachers Day and prob one of the boring-est in my schooling life history... Everybody's supposed to wear uniforms while watching futsal in the field, no jamuan and juz plain un-interesting =P
Missed a certain someone but nevermind, get to spend time with them tomorrow... Hopefully =)
Tomorrow, do not fail on me...
Now, I am absolutely, lovesick with the song "Worldwide" by Big Time Rush
Heh, the lyrics say everything =)
My fav line is "Yes, I may meet a million pretty girls, they know my name, but don't you worry, cuz you have my heart" and " Wherever the wind blows me, your still the one and only, girl on my mind" =)
Romantic to the max this guys are =D
BTR, PLEASE COME TO MALAYSIA!! =D
Labels: boredom, BTR, missing, romance
