Hope - It can crush anyone.
Hope is the worst of evils as it prolongs the torment of men -Friedrich Nietzsche-As the morning dawned cold and dark at around 7 in the morning, I got up and as usual, my mind was filled with the usual routine of my life. It then jumped (as usual) to think about something else, or someone else. Instead of feeling the same normal pang of injustice and a feeble sense of hope, I was filled with a feeling of hatred and hopelessness so strong, that it made me absolutely sick to the bone.
The thoughts that rang out in my mind were "could this be? Has the day that I have been yearning for finally come?" and then I thought, of course IT HAS. Now I'm finally happy to say that life has moved on, your out of my mind (and hopefully, my life), I don't have to feel the constant pang of feebleness and every significant amount of feeling of hope... has extinguished... completely :) Most of all, I felt happy, I was finally a free woman, free from all the mindgames, free from the torment of waiting, free from being played and finally, free from all the endless, ceaseless, feeling that someday, things might change!
I AM FREE!
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| The sky's the limit for me now |
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| Freedom is a gift of the Gods. |
