Mission Impossible
That's right. I'm doing the hardest task of all that will probably leave a lot of people cursing and giving up halfway. I'm setting out to read the whole Harry Potter saga. I don't know whats got into me, but I'm doing it. Currently on page 115 for the Sorcerers Stone. Damn, I think I have a lot to do. Well, what best time to do it when not during this school holiday. Now only, after 2 years, I'm finally loving the song "Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis.. Don't get me wrong, I have heard it before, but it didn't really stuck that well on me. I thought the song was kinda a lil loony, I know - weird because of the chorus:
I don't care what they say,
I'm in love with you, they try to pull me away,
But they don't know the truth,
My hearts crippled by the pain that I keep on closing,
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding love
Well, you couldn't blame my 12 year old self to think that song's sucidal... But it's kinda weird, normally when I was younger, I only would listen to songs that had a nice beat to it, two years later and I'm listening to songs that describe the situation I'm in.
Sort of like when I read about Leah and Jacob's conversation in Breaking Dawn. I used to think that Leah was a selfish bitch for not letting go of Sam to let him live peacefully with Emily. Flash to now and I completely understand her pain, the emotions she has to go through whenever she sees Sam loving Emily and wanting to get over him. But instead changed into the first female werewolf and joined Sam's pack where he can hear EVERYTHING she thinks about. Even thoughts about him and Emily. Like he's everywhere around her and its impossible to let go. I honestly feel for her.
Well, if Stephanie Meyer decides to write a memoir about Leah, I really hope that Leah will imprint on someone better who will love her more than Sam could.
And this part is dedicated to someone special to me who was always there. I'm not really one to get all soppy and dramatic (unless it's just for the fun of it) but I find I describe my feelings better in another language... Danke schoen... und ich liebe dich =)
P.S: Rihanna looks awesome in this vid!:
♪♫ Hey boy I really wanna see if you can go long time with a girl like me, hey boy, I really wanna be with you, cuz your just my type, ooh na na na na ♪♫ ;)
Song of the day: "Love Like Woe" by The Ready Set
